Monthly Archives: April 2009

When nothing makes sense

dryerMy life feels like its in the tumble dryer. The heat is on, I don’t know which way is up anymore and I can’t understand why.

If you’ve been reading my posts you would know that my life is somewhat in a holding pattern. I’ve stepped out of a ministry position I loved because I needed to honour God and those I served under. You may also know that my heart is to be in full time ministry serving God and serving people.

Right now I am presented with a heart-wrenching decision. It seems that in front of me is my dream job, waiting for me to take it. It ticks all the boxes and there’s a very good chance it could become mine if I go for it. But my life situation is pointing out that if I take it, it may not be the best thing for my family. It could work, it might not. At this stage I just don’t know because I’d have to take the job in order to find out.

Why does life work out like this? What am I supposed to do?


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